Almost Summer's End

So much has happened this summer that I'm kind of glad to get into a routine of sorts now that school has started for both my son and me. Still one major hurdle to face, and that's the wedding in October of my oldest son. The wedding itself doesn't bother me, but the fact that it's taking place miles outside my usual "comfort zone" has had me on edge all summer. I don't want to have a panic attack and ruin the day for everyone, so I've been trying to stretch my limits and have met with some success, although there's still a ways to go. Actually, even though the thought of driving that far terrifies me most times, there are those other times when I look at the fact that I have been making progress and find it kind of thrilling. I try to build on those times when I can, and hopefully when the day comes I'll be able to enjoy it like I want to.
I also started a new job recently, so there is a big adjustment for that thrown in the mix. The good thing is that with all the school work and learning a new job I don't have a lot of time to let anxiety build about the wedding. Hopefully, in a couple of months things will be almost normal again....whatever that is.